Monday, November 18, 2019

दीवाना मस्ताना



दीवाना मस्ताना 

DJ Uncle/Pappa



I remember the first moment I met Pappa - don’t remember the date or year but I do remember that specific moment. As I do with most people I meet, I hugged him and said, “Hello Uncle” but then something different happened. He hugged me back and held on to me, for a few moments.  
Aaah...Finally I had met someone who could return my kind of झप्पी 😊 We hit it off instantly! 





All the times we met, the few evenings spent together over drinks/dinner or gupshup/music, the energy was electric. There was something magical to hear his stories and enjoy his childlike excitement at almost everything. He was always, always impeccably dressed with a crisply ironed shirt, hair neatly combed, and a dash of cologne/perfume.. He could teach these younger guys a thing or two for sure! Sometimes we would just sit listening to and singing old hindi songs, other times he would talk about his wife and how much he missed her, and at other times he would say wonderful things about me 😊; one thing common across all this was our hands held together all the time. He sure knew how to boost someone’s ego and make them feel special and on top of the world. And I for one wasn’t going to complain about that! Of course, I knew that that’s how he made everyone feel - extra important and special!


When I visited Mumbai in 2014, he pre-poned his trip by a day to come all the way from Aurangabad to meet me. I was thrilled and a bit overwhelmed by his affection. My dad and I visited him at his son’s house and he was beyond thrilled, pampering us no end. He had also instructed his daughter-in-law Radha and granddaughter Aakanksha to buy me a dress and get dad a shawl. His eyesight was much weaker but the bond as strong as ever. He loved chatting with my dad as well just like so many friends he would make instantaneously. I remember him asking me to postpone my flight so I could go to a hindi music show with him 😊..and the sad look when we got into the elevator to leave...and of course he insisted on having his driver drop us home instead of letting us leave in a cab. He would not take no for an answer and there was no arguing with him for sure!!


What a beautiful अनोखा love connection we shared!  A special connection filled with a father's love, a friend's non-stop गपशप and मस्ती, reflective moments, and a shared zest for life and living.  Brings a twinkle in my eye and warmth in my heart even today as I think about him.. 


ना उम्र की सीमा हो, ना जनम का हो बंधन ......

Somehow in all that time, he hardly ever spoke about his own accomplishments. I never knew the fearless firefighter and heroic leader,  just the passionate, दिलखुश, romantic, ज़िद्दी, दीवाना,  who never liked to say goodbye.. A total people person - all heart 💖.

Thank you Uncle for all the moments of love, laughter and अपनापन ...What a blessing!  I’m sure you’re planning parties wherever you are, forming eternal connections. Remembering you fondly with one of your favorites - फैली हुईं हैं सपनों की बाहें, आजा चल दें कहीं दूर…

Tuesday, October 1, 2019


October 2, 2019
Happy Birthday Shanti

याद आ रही है….

हर वो बचपन की लोरी,

और पुरानी हिंदी गानों की डोरी..


पीठ पर ताल से बजती हर थपकी,

बातें nonstop,

उसके बीच, नींद की झपकी।


क्या तुम्हे याद है, वो एक रात की बात,
जब ज़िद्द की थी मैंने, सौ गाने सुनने की,  
और तुमने पूरी की वो मेरी मांग,
मुझे तो याद है, नींद में की थी मैंने गिनती।
आज भी सोचती हूँ, यादों में ग़ुम,  
पता नहीं, पागल मैं थी, या तुम।

याद आ रही है….
जवानी की “interesting” सी बातें,
मेरे क़िस्से सुनकर जो बितायी थी तुमने रातें।
कभी हँस कर, तो कभी shock हो कर,
कभी दीदी बनकर, तो कभी यार बनकर।
Personality बिलकुल अलग अलग,
पर connection हमेशा गहरा,
ऐसी दोस्ती कभी न पा सकी,
जैसा था और है, तेरा मेरा ।

एक ख़ालीपन सा छा गया, 
जब शादी कर तुम चली गयी,
दूल्हा ठीक-ठाक था मगर,
उसके कारण,
मेरी सखी मुझसे बिछड़ गयी।

पर अपनी ख़ुशकिस्मती तो देखो,
दूल्हा निकला full of life,
साली जीजू की दोस्ती है solid,
क्यूँ ना हो,
आख़िर मेरी best friend है उसकी wife!

फिर आए दो राजकुमार, 

घर में कर गए चहल पहल, 
सबके दिलों के शहज़ादे, 
कर दी हमारी दुनिया बदल।
आखिर आयी मेरी बारी,
Girlfriend से मैं बीवी बनी, 
और फिर पलक झपकते ही, 
तीन देवियों की मम्मी बनी।

इस दौरान हम दोनों की,
दोस्ती तो है बढ़ती गयी, 
संघर्ष और ज़िम्मेदारियाँ भी,
हम दोनों के सर चढ़ती गयी।
लेकिन इस मोड़ पर भी, 
हमारी हंसी सजती गयी।

कभी Phone पे घंटो बातें, 
और कभी है खामोशी, 
बिन बोले समझी जज़्बातेँ, 
अकेले बैठे बुनी ख़ुशी। 
कभी बने एक दूजे के गुरु, 
कभी भूमिका शिष्य की, 
कभी माँ, कभी बहन, कभी दोस्त, 
कभी एहसास विश्व की ।

ऐसा अनोखा रिश्ता है,
लव्ज़ नहीं समझाने की, 
पक्की डोरी बुनती गयी, 
बचपन के हर गाने की.
आज तुम्हें मैं क्या दूँ प्यारी,
सब कुछ तुमने पाया है, 
क्या है असली, क्या है नकली, 
सच क्या और क्या माया है ।

मगर इस दिल में एक है ख्वाइश, 
फिर चलें सफर हम बचपन की, 
फिर से सुनूं मैं सौ गाने तुमसे 
फिर से पीठ पर बजे थपकी....

Love you my darling

Friday, August 23, 2019

कृष्ण से मिलो



कृष्ण से मिलो

August 23, 2019



सखा, सहायक, सारथी, सजन
गुरु, गुणी, सम्पूर्ण हैं कृष्ण ।

बचपन की कहानियों में, तो कभी जवानी के संघर्ष में,
बादलों की टोली में, तो कभी बंजर फर्श में

कभी अजनबी के रूप में, तो कभी अपनों में, 
कभी आँखों दिखे, तो कभी सपनों में

कभी एहसास में, तो कभी विश्वास में, 
मामूली पलों में, तो कभी बातें ख़ास में

मंदिर की मूरत में, या विश्व के कण कण में,
हमारे रोज़ी कर्म में,  या हर इंसान के मन में। 

कृष्ण जन्माष्टमी पर अपने अंदर झांकिए,
और खुद के कृष्ण को पहचानिये। 

सखा, सहायक, सारथी, सजन
गुरु, गुणी, सम्पूर्ण, तुम कृष्ण।




Wednesday, August 21, 2019

THE GIFT OF READING, WRITING, LIVING, LOVING

~ the choice is yours ~

(inspired by many authors - of books and life:)
August 21, 2019


have you ever read a book? 
a few chapters of a book?
a few pages of a book?
Yes?... well... let's further take a look..

how much can you tell,
from the few pages that you've read..
is it drama, tragedy, or mystery,
action, love saga, fantasy or history..?
does the single chapter or few pages you've read
give you, my friend, the intel
to continue reading further or drop it instead?

what if you did stop reading,
based on a few unlikeable pages,
and missed the hidden wondrous paradise,
sci-fi, miracles, heart-tugging narratives,
or the wisdom of the sages?

hmmm, now I wonder,

if chapters were years and pages were days,
of a life who's length was still unknown,
how much can you tell
from the few pages you've read or
skimmed of another's book, much less your own?

and even if you, by chance or good will,
read every single word and also between the lines,
would what you see and what another sees
always align?

no? 

well then, one thing to discern,
is the limits of
what we perceive, 
and what we believe, 

they say not to judge a book by its cover,
perhaps also not by the few pages we skim over,
certainly wise advice to heed,
not just of books but of the people we try to read.

perhaps it’s time for reflection,
some self-reading and introspection,
why bother reading the book of another,
when, after all, yours is the only story you can author....

enjoy your gift 
of reading, writing, living, loving,
the choice is yours and yours alone,
whose book will you focus on?


दूसरों के किताब पढ़ने में ऐसे उलझ गए,
कि अपनी कोरे पन्नो में लिखना भूल गए.......



Wednesday, January 24, 2018

Ek Chotisi Extraordinary Love Story

Jan 25th, 2018

The most amazing love story I have seen, experienced, and cherish daily is that of an incredible couple who not only survived life's challenges but did so with zest and style!
My amazing parents!
Today, it is 52 years since my dad had his accident that lead to his left hand amputation. I've never seen my dad with two hands but he has always been a complete person for me. When I think of all that he and mom have accomplished and done for us children and so many others, I can only feel pride, love and a ton of gratitude!
A few pictures I have of him with both his hands; For the rest of their lives, my mom has been his second hand and continues to be so...



Here are his words recollecting the time of the accident - words to learn from and live by:
"I can recall the moment, the shock, the 'unrealistic hope' that my injuries would be minor ( I was wearing a full hand jerkins which covered my hand hiding the extent of injuries), the help of a nearby truck which extricated me from the capsized jeep, the ride in the truck's cab to hospital etc. etc. Mr P. Krishnamoorthy, a very senior officer was with me , thankfully unhurt.
My son Santosh was a 8-1/2 month baby & daughter Shanti under 1 month's incubation. Sundari was little less than 21 at that time. Those were days when communications could reach only via Railway phones or telegrams. We chose to inform by letters written by friends to Bombay & Tiruchi. Then started my long journey from BNDM to Chakradharpur the next day, to Calcutta the day after etc. It culminated with my left arm being amputated on 22nd February.
When I recall those days & the subsequent, days, years, decades I am able to realize the support of the entire family, the help from a host of friends ( who took care of all requirements of Sundari & Santosh), the grace of the Lord for which I shall ever remain immensely grateful.
Also to my many preceptors who taught me that no calamity is totally bad nor its effects permanent.
Life has given me an opportunity to be part of the alleviation to human suffering of one form ......"
 

After overcoming so many challenges through the early years together, their steadfast commitment and strength to each other continues to amaze. These past six months has brought an additional ripple to their otherwise zesty golden years. I feel so proud to see how they have weathered this cancerous storm as well, and have come out victorious, hand in hand. Kudos to my amazing mom who is an epitome of strength and compassion, and my determined dad who has carried himself with grace and courage through these tough times.  We're so proud of you Amma & Appa. 

Jeena Isi Ka Naam Hai....

Wishing you health and well'th always... We are because you are.... 



Monday, November 20, 2017

The Magnificence of Gratitude!


November 20, 2017


 
It's been an "interesting" year. Ok, who am I kidding, it's been a challenging year!  For too many near and dear ones, and for too many I don't even know personally across the world. And guess what, it continues to be so.  Although I could lament about where the world is heading, I have to be honest that the "attached and selfish" soul within, aches more for those close to me and for all the curveballs they're facing.  For someone who is constantly harping about Gratitude, it's been a testing time.  

It's been time to put words into action and to apply one's ideologies to this ever-evolving reality show of life! It's been conflicting and confusing to reconcile the emotional-rational balance sheet. It's been challenging to process all this and it certainly has been challenging to stay on the course of Gratitude.

However, as with night and day, darkness and light, absence and presence, the challenges have also revealed so much positivity and brilliance of the human spirit, compassion, resilience, and magnanimity. Every challenge has revealed the best of the best in so many people I know: 

  • indomitable strength and resolve; physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual
  • infinite generosity with time, kindness, prayer, presence, and friendship
  • undeterred and single-minded focus on solutions and acceptance
  • introspection and acknowledgement of the value of human connections,  &
  • self-awareness to accept every moment with grace and gratitude, and making the most of it.

How incredible it is to be surrounded by so much positive energy and knowing that for every problem you're facing, there are so many who are willing and able to walk with you, infusing laughter along the way. And how important it is for us to do our part in sharing our energy and positivity to those around us. It doesn't take much, and can mean the world for someone. I am convinced that the collective energy of all will help carry those who are in need and further solidify this amazing human spirit and universal connectedness.

So now with every new situation that comes our way, how about we say: Bring it on!! We have an army right here with us - to make this journey not just passable but enjoyable! Perhaps if we didn't face the difficult times, we wouldn't evolve into our finest possible selves. And for that, I am so so grateful.  

Sirf ik rang se tasveer hoti kahin,
Gham nahi toh khushi ki keemat nahi
Dhoop chaaon hain dono to dilkash jahaan
Kya shikaayat karein, fursat kahaan

Acknowledging the good that you already have in your life is the foundation for all abundanceEckhart Tolle

Monday, December 12, 2016

Royal (k)now-how!




आजकल भागमभाग के कश्मकश में,
कुछ पल सुकून के,
बहुत कुछ सिखा जाते हैं।

बेपरवाह और खुलकर, खिखिलाकर हंसना,
कुछ पल के लिए ही,
बहुत कुछ दिखा जाते हैं

रोज़मर्रे की दौड़ में, आगे-पीछे की सोच में,
व्यर्थ और बेमतलब तेज़ रफ़्तार के विचार,
बहुत कुछ भुला जाते हैं।

कभी गुज़रे पलों की निरर्थक जांच,
कभी आने वाले पलों की अर्थहीन चिंता,
इस एक पल को मिटा जाते हैं।

आखिर ऐ मन, तू चाहता क्या है?
शांति? ख़ुशी? प्यार? या कुछ और?
और सोचने की बात ये है,
कि ये सब तू चाहता - कब है?
गुजरे पलों में? या
आने वाले पलों में?
या अब - इस एक पल में।

कल के पन्नो को मैं पढ़ तो सकती हूँ,
पर बदल नहीं सकती,
और आने वाले कल की कोरे पन्नो में,
मैं न तो लिख सकती हूँ, न जी सकती।

फिर भी मैं बहुत कुछ कर सकती हूँ,
शांति, ख़ुशी, प्यार, और बहुत कुछ पा सकती हूँ
क्योंकि मेरे पास ये एक पल है,
आशापूर्ण, अनमोल, असीमित।

कल और कल के बीच,
मेरे पास आज है।